He texted me last night. I really didn’t expect it. And although it wasn’t an extremely lovey conversation, he still thought about me enough to text me. Yayur yayur yayur.
Today’s mental health reminder: a relapse, a sudden series of attacks, a string of awful days, (or whatever your step back may be) does not decrease your value. Take your time, do some self care, reflect on the progress that you have made. You are strong; one step back is nothing when you look at the journey you have already made.
Needed to hear that
I woke up this morning and I looked in the mirror and I swear to god I thought that I’ve lost weight. I don’t know. Maybe it’s because I was just in a better mindset or something but I wasn’t that much happier. Or maybe it’s because my efforts are finally paying off or something? I honestly don’t know. All I know is that I was so happy when I realised that finally something is changing in my body shape
But you said you promised
Oh. My. God.
Cannot believe it. Feelings of both happiness and fear.
I should probably care more, but I seriously do not give a fuck.
I am not in the wrong here. You wanted to hook up with him, and I wanted to leave. You saw him, you were immediately drawn to him, and I wasn’t going to stand there watching you flirt with him so I kindly fucked right off. You are disgusting around males when you’re drunk. It makes me cringe so bad at how promiscuous it makes you look. Why do you feel the need to try and pull every single time you go out? It’s fucking disgusting.
I have no regrets. I was not going to stand there feeling awkward. I deserve so much better than that. You have no right to be mad at me for this.
"I knew it was him because he has a different demeanour around you. He takes the piss out of you more than any of the other girls. I just knew it, I silently observed"
I’m going to have a nice hot long shower and jam some sick music really loud and just have a legit time in the shower and it’s going to be so great I am so excited to just let everything out and not think about stupid things like boys *vomit*